Today is our first yr anni, confirmed he had clean forgotten. But well just as fine.. i had expected it. To him it is nothing. So not worth in celebrating anyway. I really had no mood for any other events. CNY... i dun wan to celebrate it anyway.. dad is oreadi not ard... mum gone for trip... the man and I had a big quarrel just last night. He simply dun understand until i have to do something very drastic so that he will remember deep down in his heart and brain. Well it's toopid of me tho but i have no regrets. My hurt and anger is all vented out.
Sometime I can be very rush and do things in a fit of moment but I had no regrets on my actions once I made up my mind and administer it. Think i really need to see a psychiatrist... I no longer can contain my own anger... if not for the counsellor last nite, i swear i would have probably killed myself and yes in a fit of anger. That's so uncalled for...
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