It's a quiet CNY this year. No difference from the past 3 years. Alot of things had since changed. Personal life, work and family. Was it a wise choice that I have chosen? I do not know...
Things I want to say, want to ask can't be written like an essay. All kept in thy heart. Sometimes I feel certain things are best left unsaid unless changes can be made or it will be changed which I know it can't be done then what's the point of saying so much. As much as I'm not happy, but I know once I get round it, I would be fine. Certain things I cant accept doesn't mean I wont in future but possibility of me accepting is difficult. I would rather give it up if it's causing me too much pain. Why want to make my own life as well as others' life difficult. I know my selfishness too well. It's only me, just me, one and only. I don't like to share at certain point.
I can only hope... without hope I do not even dare to thread further...
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