I have been confused? Not convinced? I have nvr worried abt wat's coming up next cos someone will always be there to tie up the loose ends somehow. This time round altho I have made a big blunder and causes issues that needs to be ironed out. Is that what i really wan?
Past 4 years I have been relying to much. And now do I still be able to cope and get up all by myself? Be it is personal, financial, physical and emotional. Now I'm really worrying. Cos I know certain things will nvr be the same again and everything have to be done all by myself.
On the 25th Dec 2011, Dar said " You will nvr regret your decision". I really hope I wont. There's a lot of things you probably wont know yet. Not that i'm not ready to say but you will not be ready to digest it. U have only seen half a side of me. The full side of me is very demanding. Now is I worried you can cope anot. The way I'm living is oreadi a "disaster"... I always nvr have to worried abt that. Now I'm worry... It doesnt have to be the same but at least constancy that I need...
Haizz...
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