It hurts so badly to turn down each time. But it seems that it's not within my grasp. Why should I keep carrying on? It will only hurt even more. I do not understand why it has to be like that. Do I have a second choice? I thot it will not be the same but it had shown me it's still the same. If it's gonna be the same result, then I should let it go. Cos that's not the result I wanted.
Honestly, I do not want to let go... but I do not want to be hurt, get hurt or hurt others... things just dun go the way I want. What should I do...
Why cant you just try harder to convince me, why when I said so, you just go along with me... I just feel so contradicting with myself. My heart say yes but brain says no... I dun wan to be so rational!! I just want to follow my heart... My heart just cried... cos I didnt listen to it... It really hurts badly now...
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