Life is so like that...

How much can a person withstand not just hardship, problems coming in his/her ways constantly. Be it is physically or mentally. I believe the hardest part is the latter. A person who aint really strong nor positive will incur the tough time throughout his/her life. Even with friends or family ard to support him or her also proved to be futile. No doubt he/she is able to walk out but sometimes problems just seems to love getting in his/her way. Some problems may be so small to send insignificance damage, but as time goes by, the damage could just creep up unknowingly, snowballing into other issues.

There was a saying "If a problem has no solution, it may not be a problem, but a fact - not to be solved, but to be coped with over time." by Shimon Pere.

This quote never walk or snailed across my pea brains before. All I know is that if there's a problem, there must be a solution. Or rather to work it out, solve it no matter wat it takes rather than to coped with it. However, it did makes some sense and tingling in my pea brains especially lately. Yet I still cannot or unable to comprehend it totally. Or perhaps i dun even have to try so hard. Just live with it.

Chasing the blues away

I barely recover from my sinusitis when my asthma decided to rebel also... it's been almost a year since I had my last attack. The first two night when it started i thot was a normal cough... but I realised I could only sit and sleep. The moment I lie down, the cough came back wif a slight wheeze. That's when I had to go back and consult my doc. True enough, it was asthma.

Since Mar till now, i'm on medication until i'm so phobia of swallowing pills. My doc also changed my usual ventolin to seretide. From 2 puffs per day now to 6 puffs. Arghh.... I can't walk fast and for long now. I would become breathless... Wat's next? I hope i wont end up hospitalise...

I have been on proper food, cut off drinking sessions drastically but yet still fall sick. Everyday is like monday blues. I still have 4 exam papers to take in Aug. I hope by then every thing will just fall in the right places. I'm totally screwed up now with my health like that. :(

Teabreak!

Choco Blueberries mini muffins

This is wat i do during the time when i'm free... (tho i'm not that free) Just wan to get off the work and do some stuffs that will keep me from thinking abt work. I need a break at times. Baking some wierd flavour muffins, gather my guinea pigs and let them try. Now I have a few more piggies willing to try out... hehe... next time i gonna try wif mint... i have never bake anything got to do wif mint... wonder how it will taste like... mint probably only the man and dan dan will dare to eat.. lolz...

I love this!

This was a bday gift from my class group. Think i only told Toot abt this carebears' fetish of mine... And they got it for my bday... Tho we may be only classmates for this 18 mths but it sure does goes a long way in future.

Bingo Nite!

First time I played bingo in a clubhouse... Initially i was confused by so many numbers.... and the announcer was fast... Then i realised that the numbers was classified by columns... the ones, tens, twentys and so on... now it's easier to spot the numbers...lolz...


One more pls! Hehehe!

My New Watch...

I just love this vintage-like watch... I'm looking for another one which is in digital format rather then with the hands. But this is the only one i saw. I will keep looking for the digital one...

What a "SURPRISE"!!!!!

A "big surprise" awaiting at my doorstep when I came back from the clinic after review on my sinusitis. I still have to continue with the clarinase and fedac. But i'm off the antibiotics and steriods! Phew!!

Oh the surprise.. a pool of "water" beside my doorstep when it's so sunny... 3 kids was running ard the corridor... dun tell me it's pee... anyway, i went in took a bucket of water to prepare to wash the "water" off. Then the 3 kids came running to me... one of them pointed to the little gal... and screamed.." it's her urine"! I excused myself, went inside the hse and started swearing away... armed wif dettol and headed back to my pail of water. I told them to move aside while i washed it off... the little gal just refused to budge until i threatened to walk over and speak to the mother. Then the little boy said "auntie, u dun tell my mother..." and they apologised.

I just shooed them off and washed the floor... arghhh... i was wondering how the hell can the little gal just peed like that. Omg... if my kids do that.. i will peel their skins off them! It's not only unhygenic, it's such a disgrace! What the hell the parents are doing? Mind u, the little is only cladded in her panty and running ard, okie... she's like 4 or 5 yrs old wor... i really want to faintz manzz...